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Name: shawna
State: Indiana
Metro: Indianapolis


Interests: playing guitar... sometimes bass, writing songs and stories, editing, creating, learning, coffee and good conversation, loving people, praying with other people, driving listening to coldplay, U2, alanis morissette... or anything good like that, dreaming, hoping, taking pictures and painting... i just want to be closer to Jesus, to worship at His feet -- I need to be closer to Him, my Love... i want what He wants... and my heart breaks and when it doesnt, i fall to my knees and pray that it does... humility, love that surpasses everything -- that is so strong it hurts, that makes me act upon it... more than anything
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

take me

but im so unknowing
and i hate it
and i want to just sit outside with your peace in the breeze across my face

take from me what is not you
take me all through and through
take all i want that is not yours
take it all

my vanity
my masochistic tendancies
my materialism
my judgement
my bitterness
my fear
my hate
my need for acceptance
my thinking the grass is greener on the other side
because thats bullshit
   and i know it

take my perception
and pity-oh-pity-me parties
i have with myself

make me new
i am new

thank you
because i know
you are making me new

i love you
take me
thank you


Tuesday, August 14, 2007

8-13 (creative title, eh?)

sorry if i offend you
i dont mean to
im just being who i know to be
and i dont know a damn thing
but i know my Father in heaven
that is who i know
and i pray that in my heart
his treasure i will sow
bound in love
and bound in truth
his understanding
i seek his face

because
like i said
i dont know anything
so im not going to pretend that i do

i walk knee deep in christs blood
oblivious to it all
to his grace
to his love
to his hand that picks me up when i fall

thank you jesus, that you will win
that you fight
and never give in
that you save me from who i think i am
or who i think i ought to be
to please my mind
to please my friend
to please a complete stranger
but im not saved by what i say and do
im saved by Your blood
and that is enough.

yes, his blood is enough.


Friday, August 03, 2007

to stop and breathe

i love the moments when everything stops
and my mind stops racing and i
b r e a t h e .

inhale.
exhale.


god, let your grace and peace be mine

Currently listening :
Who We Are Instead
By Jars of Clay
Release date: 04 November, 2003


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

just woke up

i feel like i just woke up
woke up to a soft ringing alarm clock
that has been going off for some time now
the voice of god
the pain that ive hidden

i feel alive

i like waking up
to let go is to be free
and there is not much that is more beautiful than
freedom
than a baby's first breath
or a swans first flight

waking up.

 

[galations 1]


Monday, July 02, 2007

move

im moving!!!

[praise god for all he does
and who he is.
i love you father.]



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